Memories

Memorial Day has passed in clouds and drizzle.  I spent time remembering the loved ones who I consider casualties of war, even though they did not die in battle.  The bitterness I feel over lives wasted  is always with me.  Generally it's deep in the background of my life, but Memorial Day brings......memories.

We are finally enjoying a bit of spring weather....well a few days at least.  I changed the bed to cotton sheets from the winter flannel and put away my duvet........again.  Perhaps third time is the charm.

Well see, grasshopper..........well see...........

Meanwhile I hope to.. finish cleaning the deck so I can get my plants out and umbrella up..........if all goes well. One step at a time.

As always, stay strong and thanks for stopping by..............*s*

Excuse Me While I Obsess!

 For many years I have said about myself that if I don't have any real problems I will inflate minor ones to the size of the Rockies and proceed to obsess until I am in a sea of anxiety.  I have also learned to slow down, make a list of said anxiety, do deep breathing and reflect.

I am currently at list making as I am going to the intake appointment for my long overdue colonoscopy next week.  The intake is easy.  And really, the worst part of a colonoscopy is the prep.

There are times when I feel like my social life is based on doctors' visits.

Just need to figure out transportation, which should not be a huge problem, but still.......!

We'll see, grasshopper.............we'll see.........

Meanwhile spring is finally happening.  I received some money for my birthday so I bought a blower-sweeper thingie that has been terrific for clearing leaves out of unwanted places.  I just have to remember to charge the batteries!  So much easier than hauling around extension cords!  

I bought a white passion flower yesterday.  I used to grow many different varieties and winter them over very successfully.  This is a small start toward rebuilding the collection.  Because if a little is good a whole lot more is better!

Stay strong, and as always, thanks for stopping by..................*s*