For many years I have said about myself that if I don't have any real problems I will inflate minor ones to the size of the Rockies and proceed to obsess until I am in a sea of anxiety. I have also learned to slow down, make a list of said anxiety, do deep breathing and reflect.
I am currently at list making as I am going to the intake appointment for my long overdue colonoscopy next week. The intake is easy. And really, the worst part of a colonoscopy is the prep.
There are times when I feel like my social life is based on doctors' visits.
Just need to figure out transportation, which should not be a huge problem, but still.......!
We'll see, grasshopper.............we'll see.........
Meanwhile spring is finally happening. I received some money for my birthday so I bought a blower-sweeper thingie that has been terrific for clearing leaves out of unwanted places. I just have to remember to charge the batteries! So much easier than hauling around extension cords!
I bought a white passion flower yesterday. I used to grow many different varieties and winter them over very successfully. This is a small start toward rebuilding the collection. Because if a little is good a whole lot more is better!
Stay strong, and as always, thanks for stopping by..................*s*
Glad you've working on a positive approach to the procedure. Sure it's invasive, but it's also kind of interesting. I was awake for my first one, and got to see the colorful monitor with little things hither and yon in my nether regions. The next few times they were smart and put me under. I was glad when it was over! This too shall pass!
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